ur tired..
what about me?
i know for the past three months u've been nice, giving in to me almost all the time
but we never get to resolve our problems because we dont discuss our issues directly
take right now for an instance..
im actually talking to u online on msn
but i have to explain all of this on my blog
its just like im beside u when we go out, and u tweet about how u feel, and im expected to go see twitter to know how ur feeling when ur right beside me..
do u have any idea how wierd/ironic/stupid that sounds
okay
then u tell me u cannot express ur emotions in front of me
because of i dont know why..
did u try?
i honestly can tell u that not being able to express ur emotions to someone via sms
is just plain wierd
i dont believe that u cannot express..
unless ur telling me ur down with a brain malfunction
i believe that it is only ur will that u dont want to..
i believe that if u actually made an effort to tell me, it could be done
its just whether or not u are willing..
if u say u suck at expressing ur feelings but u try
i can accept that
but u dun even want to
u just say u cant..
sometimes when we go out
u tweet about something that ur upset about..
be it about me, or my friends or anything
i dont even know
honestly u have literally cast me aside
outcast, tts the term..
u blog about how u feel,
im ur boyfriend and i dont get the privelage of getting first hand information from u, sometimes when u are right beside me? i literally have to guess what ur tweet is about..
im sorry but i just dont get it..

to my baby triff:
baby i know ur tired,tired of explaining, tired of doing so much for me
and giving in to me..
i'm just like u, really tired..
im lost, confused and most of the time emotionally outcasted in our relationship..
so do you think we can redo it all over again?

ps:i'm sorry and i love you.