u wna know what im feeling?
maybe when u imagine that "i'm with another woman"
then u could get the pic...
he's your ex.. does that make any sense?
yes i can tell u this
i dun like it




bye
im off to cry out my sorrow..

Its been already a month, eleven more to the 41st, iknow i've been wierd recently
n im sorry that i am like that...
But sometimes
i just dont get u, everytime we go out, u say ur tired, but the moment i sent u home, u tonn overnight
everytime i ask u sth u always give me the same answer, u said we dont talk much nowadays
simply because everytime i ask somethingu tell me the same answer! What can i say? Nothing.. its not that i have nothing to say, its just upsetting because sometimes ur answer just doesnt make me wna talk to u
its not that im angry, im upset and i dont want u to know of it, its making me crazy deep down. Im sorry..
Happy first month:)..

sometimes i really wonder
if that was always your answer
when one day i'll ask
would you wna maintain this r/s?
and all i'll get is a .."i'm lazy lei.."

or even would u even want to be with me..
"anything"



i'm sorry for today..
but i just cant stand it..

CCB!
its not like i never do my work ok! cb u come home see me on a laptop call me playing and ask me to study

THE LAPTOP U UPGRADED CRASHED ON ME AND I LOST ALL MY WORK OK!
fine... seriously
I AM GONA STUDY IN YOUR FACE!
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FUCK THIS SERIOUSLY


dear god, i pray u will give me peace..........

seriously, i hate it
you especially
obviously u dont understand the gravity of the situation, simply just giving us a piece of crap and walk off?
get lost la, who the hell do you think you are?king? if u think u are so pro, why the hell are u in pjc?
A key leader must be responsible..
this is why u are a failed leader, a fucking failure,
u gave me a good reason, a damn good one, to push even harder and own all of u,
get loss, get out of my sight,
ur face is too ugly to be seen..

Its been a crazy week.. I know..
Im sorry that i made u upset,
im sorry for leaving there alone last night
im sorry for cancelling our meeting yesterday,
im sorry for not meeting u and ag on 31st july
im sorry for even making u upset about the past few weeks even beforr we got together,
im sorry for not considering how u felt when all of these happened and yet i was not there..
Im not ur dream boyfriend neither am i too good for u,
but im gona work really hard to make u my life's mission.. Its really hard, but i'll rather do it alone than let u handle anything

but despite it all, i thank u for being there more than ever:)
thanks babe, and
p.s: i love you..